when my sister died, i never thought i would experience pain quite like that ever again. i was wrong. i’ll never forget my friends faces as they all collectively received the same text that i received moments earlier. pat was gone. 

let me tell you a little about pat motherfucking denver. there was never a dull moment with that kid. he thought he was the king of the world, that nothing could ever touch him. there was nothing he was ashamed to attempt, either. he once rode down the busiest street in town on a quad completely naked. another time he tried to buy cigarettes with food stamps. he was so kind; always introducing himself to everyone within 30 feet of him, always cracking jokes with strangers, always telling stories about the times he’s had with us and his brothers. he loved his parents; i remember last mothers day he got laid off right beforehand and he was practically having a panic attack over the fact that he couldn’t buy his mom anything. he was the dude i could call at any hour of the night because i know he’d be down to pick me up and smoke a blunt in order to help me forget about life for a little bit. words can’t do justice of the amazing person that pat denver was.

but he’s gone now, and all that i can do for him and his family right now is share this link with you guys. i’m not asking you to donate $1000, even if you could spare a dollar that would be a huge help. the denver family has been struggling with money and it’s important to them and to everyone else who loved pat that he has the most beautiful funeral we can give him. if you can’t donate at all, please reblog this to signal boost it so other people have the opportunity to donate. please. i can’t tell you how much it would mean to all of us.

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I can’t help it but to be amazed by the power that music has like it has the ability to lift you to places of pure joy like it can also drag you to hell, it can flood your mind with your best memories and it can also turn every thought to a dark one, it can make your mood change from wishing to destroy everything to a cool and mellow mood, it’s also an escape for most but the thing that I wish to say here is that be careful with the music you listen to for it’s power has no limits

Everything has a pattern and once you figure it out it becomes rather boring



Con cada decepción que yo le causo a Ella mas dolor es creado en mi porque el deseo de complacer la es tan fuerte que cuando le fallo el dolor se multiplica y mi mente me tortura por horas con pensamientos de que tan inútil soy y como yo no merezco llamarla mi Ama y llega al punto que me tengo que apagar solo para que yo no haga algo estúpido.

Pq sientes esto?

no se porque es que siento eso

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Failure is the only thing I’m seemed to be good at

No matter what I say or do it will always be the wrong thing even if I have already killed most of myself even now my actions are the wrong ones I believe that no matter what I do the end result will be the same. I guess that I will have to get use to the void inside of me

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The destruction of one for the sake of a higher power

In the process to destroy what I am. The first thing to go is my curiosity the second thing will be my over thinking the third will be most of my thoughts the fourth will be my emotions the fifth will be the rationality that my mind has and finally the sixth one will be my dominant side. Hopefully I’ll be able to pull this off and the result will be more than worth it

To destroy all that I am

I have spend most of my life trying to be something better than a human being and for the most part I have succeeded but it seems that I have reached a point where I have to be something more boring than a human I guess that from now on I will be a mindless robot.


Can you appreciate that this is an animated drawing of someone drawing and it’s fucking perfect.

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This could be fun (or extremely depressing)

  • 1: Name
  • 2: Age
  • 3: 3 Fears
  • 4: 3 things I love
  • 5: 4 turns on
  • 6: 4 turns off
  • 7: My best friend
  • 8: Sexual orientation
  • 9: My best first date
  • 10: How tall am I
  • 11: What do I miss
  • 12: What time were I born
  • 13: Favourite color
  • 14: Do I have a crush
  • 15: Favourite quote
  • 16: Favourite place
  • 17: Favourite food
  • 18: Do I use sarcasm
  • 19: What am I listening to right now
  • 20: First thing I notice in new person
  • 21: Shoe size
  • 22: Eye color
  • 23: Hair color
  • 24: Favourite style of clothing
  • 25: Ever done a prank call?
  • 27: Meaning behind my URL
  • 28: Favourite movie
  • 29: Favourite song
  • 30: Favourite band
  • 31: How I feel right now
  • 32: Someone I love
  • 33: My current relationship status
  • 34: My relationship with my parents
  • 35: Favourite holiday
  • 36: Tattoos and piercing i have
  • 37: Tattoos and piercing i want
  • 38: The reason I joined Tumblr
  • 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
  • 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
  • 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
  • 42: When did I last hold hands?
  • 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
  • 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
  • 45: Where am I right now?
  • 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
  • 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
  • 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
  • 49: Am I excited for anything?
  • 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
  • 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
  • 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
  • 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
  • 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
  • 55: What is something I disliked about today?
  • 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
  • 57: What do I think about most?
  • 58: What’s my strangest talent?
  • 59: Do I have any strange phobias?
  • 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  • 61: What was the last lie I told?
  • 62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
  • 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
  • 64: Do I believe in magic?
  • 65: Do I believe in luck?
  • 66: What's the weather like right now?
  • 67: What was the last book I've read?
  • 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
  • 69: Do I have any nicknames?
  • 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
  • 71: Do I spend money or save it?
  • 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
  • 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
  • 74: Favourite animal?
  • 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
  • 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
  • 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
  • 78: How can you win my heart?
  • 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
  • 80: What is my favorite word?
  • 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
  • 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
  • 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
  • 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
  • 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
  • 86: What is my current desktop picture?
  • 87: Had sex?
  • 88: Bought condoms?
  • 89: Gotten pregnant?
  • 90: Failed a class?
  • 91: Kissed a boy?
  • 92: Kissed a girl?
  • 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
  • 94: Had job?
  • 95: Left the house without my wallet?
  • 96: Bullied someone on the internet?
  • 97: Had sex in public?
  • 98: Played on a sports team?
  • 99: Smoked weed?
  • 100: Did drugs?
  • 101: Smoked cigarettes?
  • 102: Drank alcohol?
  • 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
  • 104: Been overweight?
  • 105: Been underweight?
  • 106: Been to a wedding?
  • 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
  • 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
  • 109: Been outside my home country?
  • 110: Gotten my heart broken?
  • 111: Been to a professional sports game?
  • 112: Broken a bone?
  • 113: Cut myself?
  • 114: Been to prom?
  • 115: Been in airplane?
  • 116: Fly by helicopter?
  • 117: What concerts have I been to?
  • 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
  • 119: Learned another language?
  • 120: Wore make up?
  • 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
  • 122: Had oral sex?
  • 123: Dyed my hair?
  • 124: Voted in a presidential election?
  • 125: Rode in an ambulance?
  • 126: Had a surgery?
  • 127: Met someone famous?
  • 128: Stalked someone on a social network?
  • 129: Peed outside?
  • 130: Been fishing?
  • 131: Helped with charity?
  • 132: Been rejected by a crush?
  • 133: Broken a mirror?
  • 134: What do I want for birthday?
  • 135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
  • 136: Was I named after anyone?
  • 137: Do I like my handwriting?
  • 138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
  • 139: Favourite Tv Show?
  • 140: Where do I want to live when older?
  • 141: Play any musical instrument?
  • 142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
  • 143: Favourite pizza toping?
  • 144: Am I afraid of the dark?
  • 145: Am I afraid of heights?
  • 146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
  • 147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
  • 148: What I'm really bad at
  • 149: What my greatest achievments are
  • 150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
  • 151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery
  • 152: What do I like about myself
  • 153: My closest Tumblr friend
  • 154: Something I fantasise about
  • 155: Any question you'd like?

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